updates

wow..i know its been a while..but seriously sooo many things happenings for the past few months..maybe i just summarized the important events:

July
abah meninggal dunia on 27th july 2009- alfatihah..very shocking

August
cant remember any significant events ..except my 5th anniversary

September
raya..sad though first time without abah

Oct
NAP Review announcement, tiring but hey its not bad after all..except the critics from public..well we have to face it lah kan

MIL g haji..hmmm maybe a post on its own? well maybe kalau rajin (so NOT!)

Nov
BMW 523i n 520d test drive! awesome car....hopefully i can own it in 10 years time....just cant afford one at the moment!

so there you go...hopefully i have time to update this...lateroooo

getting there

helloooo...kinda excited this morning..mana taknye, finally..."suhaili, sila hadir"...heheh tapi x nak terlalu over confident sehingga Lampiran A itu diluluskan..okey i'm talking about the conference in turkey, which i'm dying to go...finally my boss minuted to me...however still keeping my fingers cross until all arrangements done and confirmed..hope yen can join me but since its official and the fact that we dont have the money, i guess i will be flying on my own there, insyaallah...

tapi kesian jugak kat yen, sebab 27th tu birthday dia...guess i'll celebrate after i get back lah..sorry ye ayah...

dare to dream

when i opened my mail this morning i saw this:

"10th International Export Control Conference, 25-27 June 2009 in Istanbul, Turkey"

hati dh happy lah sebab ada peluang g istanbul, tapi kejap jek kot sebab tetiba ibrahim dtg and ckp dia report duty 15 june..so there goes my dream...after this i dont dare to dream anymore..

transformed

hellooo..its been a while eh..so much things going on actually...terutamanya sekarang abah tengah sakit since last week warded kat hospital...so sad..last week balik muar, ingatkan x de orang rupanye ramai yg balik...joe, wati, izam, akak..so penuhlah rumah mak... nak dijadikan cerita bila balik muar hari tu abah dh discharge from CCU, and been transferred to wad 8. bila g visit, ya allah teruk gila condition wad 8 tu third class rupanye...tanya kat dida nape tak masukkan first class, dida ckp dh booking tapi hospital bagi alasan x de katil available...yang geram tu ada ke nurse boleh bagi alasan yg better abah dok kat third class sebab kat situ doktor sentiasa ada, so kalau apa2 jadik senang...kat first class untuk tempat org yg dah stabil2 jek...so nanti kalau jadik apa2 susah...like *wtf* man...please dont give me stupid reasons ...aku pon keje gomen jugak tapi logik lah sikit okey...klu dh stabil buat apa dok kat ward lagi dischargekan lah...kang cakap stupid marah...anyway that statement really menguji my patience....but i kept my coolness n went to ward 16 just to double check whether apa yg diaorg claim tu betul...



*me

*nurse

assalammualaikum...tumpang tanya, ayah saya ada book katil kat sini tp diberitahu masih penuh..saya just nak check masih x de katil yg kosong ke?

(sambil ambik buku booking) ayah awak skrg kat wad brp? nama siapa?

wad 8, ismail ariffin

hmm..x de pon nama kat sini....(sambil tgk buku booking)

oh ye ke...tapi kakak saya cakap dia dh book since khamis lepas

x de x de..kalau dh book mesti ada tulis nama kat dalam buku nie

oh ye ke x pe lah boleh tolong book lagi skali nama dia ismail ariffin..ok thanks...



so the next day, bila g hospital tgk abah still in wad 8 and his condition is no good...so i asked the nurse again whether there are any available bed..sebab abah dh resah dok kat ward 8 tu and his condition is deteriorating ..mana x nye dh lah panas, ramai org lak tu...nurse as usual bagi alasan "kene tunggu org ward 16 panggil"...okey...i x puas hati so i ajak yen g wad 16 lagi skali...

*me
*nurse

assalammualaikum...nak tanya semalam saya ada buat booking utk ayah saya, so saya nak check whether dh ada katil kosong ke tak?

(as usual sambil ambik buku booking) nama ayah sape ek..

ismail ariffin

hmmm...skrg nie utk lelaki penuh...perempuan jek yg ada (diringkaskan cerita )...tapi jap...hah ada satu katil nie katil 20 kosong...tapi.....saya kene tanya dulu sebab ada queue orang dari wad 5, saya kene tanya dulu wad 5 whether MO dia allow ke x allow nak masuk...klu MO dia x allow, boleh lah...

ok...so boleh tak u call skrg sebab my dad dh resah lah duduk kat wad 8 tu...panas...n dia pun x selesa kat situ...condition dia makin teruk

* after a few minutes

maaf lah puan....MO dia dh allow dia naik ke wad, so ayah awak kene tunggu lah...

tapikan, ayah saya kalau ikutkan dh book earlier dari patient nie...sebab dia book since khamis lepas...

tapi dlm buku nie baru semlm ayah awak book

tu saya yg re book...ikutkan dari khamis lepas ...tapi nama dia x de dlm buku nie..maybe u all x tulis masa tu (hati dh panas dh nie)

tak de takde kalau book mesti semua ada tulis kat sini...sape yg buat booking..wad 8 sepatutnye kene buat booking dgn kita dulu

dalam hati: eh dia nie x paham ke aku cakap...kau yg x buat booking aku lak yg jadik mangsa... so diringkaskan cerita...terjadi lah adegan soal jawab lisan dgn misi yg x paham bahasa tu..x puas hati aku call akak n pak ya and explain the whole thing.
yang paling x puas hati the nurse keep on stressing yang wad 16 utk org dh stabil2 jek...and kinda refuse to let my dad tranfer to wad 16..alasan x de dr and my dad's condition belum stabil tu sungguh x boleh diterima kalau belum stabil nape dia dischargekan from CCU tu?..padahal sepanjang aku kat wad tu aku tgk wad 8 tu x de sorang pon dr masa tu...kat wad 16 tu ada lak 2 org doktor yg duduk jek x buat apa2..sakit hati kan?
..diringkaskan cerita lagik...last2 esoknya pak ya n akak pegi jumpa pengarah hospital n complain pasal ketidak cekapan hospital pakar sultanah fatimah nie...n the result is ..he will check on the complaint and suruh dr pakar tgk abah's condition, if not stabil he will be transferred back to CCU...(citer nie kene buat another post)

last2 abah ditransfer ke wad 16 (back to CCU) sebab condition dia x stabil..at least he will be well taken off...

hmm bila di fikir2 balik...sebenarnye apa yg KSN kata nak transformasi perkhidmatan awam tu bukan dari segi facility aje..tapi for me mentality kene transfrom dulu...judging from this case and experience....Ybhg Tan Sri KSN...good luck in transforming Malaysia's Civil Service....

to sir with love

just came back from muar yesterday...abah kene heart attack...was very critical when i saw him on thursday, but alhamdulillah he is recovering and getting better..

virgin entry

inspired by friends...i think i should join the dark side of blogging. i must admit that i don't know how to express my feelings by writing. in fact i think i hate writing. i think i'm not a good writer nor a good story teller..but i love to read other people's blog...maybe it is curiosity or paranoia that stops me from writing my own blog. but i think it's time to change....i have so many things to tell n share....so i welcome myself to the dark side of blogging....ciao